Abortion as I See It

This is am image of a fetus about to be vacuum...

This is am image of a fetus about to be vacuumed out of the uterus in an abortion. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

As a servant, it is imperative that I do what my Master orders me to do. As an intercessor, I follow what the Lord wants me to pray about. As a watchman, I cannot choose what the Spirit wants to show me; and as one who always wants to know the Father’s heart, I must bear whatever He imparts to me, whether it makes me rejoice or weep with Him. I say this because for the past weeks since May 30, the Lord has not shown me anything but America and Abortion. I know that this is the third article in a row which I talk about abortion. What can I do if this is what He lets me do? Yes, I asked the Lord, why again? Are the two articles not strong enough to emphasize the horrors of abortion? How many times more do I have to shout against it?

This morning as I was praying for my personal needs and my family, suddenly, the Lord supplied the words on my lips which were completely out of context. In the middle of my praying, I blurted out: “They are taking piece by piece the baby out of her mother’s womb! I stopped immediately as I was shocked at what I said. Again my thoughts went back to abortion and I cried as it dawned on me that yesterday after another horrible vision, the Lord strongly impressed to me to write another message on abortion, to emphasize His pain and disgust over this unrestrained killing of children and to show what mothers lose when they abort their children from their wombs. All personal prayers ended as the Lord gripped my heart again with this issue that I decided to write immediately what He wanted me to write. So here I am again. Please read on.

After publishing the second abortion article just the other day, I thought I’d be relieved from it and the Lord would stir me back to Israel or to anything and anywhere else. I was expectant for new revelation of another issue as yesterday I felt a deep hunger for the Lord that I prayed before taking an afternoon nap. I asked Him if I love Him enough, or trust Him enough and believe Him enough. I asked Him to draw me deeper into Him and fill my every fiber of His presence because I felt parched. I prayed that He would show me what was in His heart at the moment. While in that spirit of prayer, I fell half asleep but very quickly was awakened because I saw again another horrible abortion scene. I saw two small limbs on forceps dropped in a bucket below; and the thought was that the abortionists covered the bucket where all the small parts were, to keep the mother from seeing the torn pieces of her baby and realize the shocking truth of what she just underwent. All drowsiness left me and my eyes were wide open as I cried over what I just witnessed. The Lord’s presence was so strong that I felt like He was in my room and telling me, “That is what’s happening right now in America. Thousands of little ones are being killed today in those clinics.”

I cried and asked, “Why, Lord, are they doing it? When will they stop killing their children and when will you stop them from doing it? Why do I keep seeing these things and what do you want me to do?”  I reasoned that I am not an American and I do not live there. Certainly I cannot go around in their streets and tell people to stop aborting their children.

The Lord gently and sadly responded to my many questions and arguments- that He just wants me to see what He sees and wants to share His grief with me. Oh, the thought makes me cry even as I am writing this.

Then without warning He said further that I was blessed that I am not an American living in America or my daughter would have faced the risk of being aborted as my pregnancy was a difficult one. It hit me that I cried when I imagined fighting for the life of my daughter from those lying abortionist-doctors who were so eager to tell a mother that the best option is to abort her baby as her very own life is at risk. My baby was born 4 weeks short of her full term. Despite my inability to move and speak as I was drugged, the physician’s word didn’t escape me when she said that my daughter’s breathing was irregular and she’s showing signs of distress that they had to do a CS and deliver her quickly. I prayed because I didn’t want to lose her. My baby was born. She was placed in an incubator only for a night. Despite her very tiny frame and being premature, she was well and strong. Her body was like a big frog but her face was so lovely that when the Lord spoke of abortion with my daughter in mind, I was horrified all the more. I could not imagine abortion being so personal to me.

The Lord gently pointed to me that the reason He reminded me of my daughter was not to terrify me but so that I can speak with conviction from a mother’s point.  I understood. The pain was so acute as the Lord placed me in such a position; to be in the shoes of those mothers who would lose their children in abortion. My eyes were welling up with tears as if indeed I was losing my own children as I saw in my mind the babies being ruthlessly pulled out from the life support of their mothers’ wombs, painfully struggling as their tiny frames are slowly severed to pieces. I imagined the loss of a treasure that many women don’t realize or refuse to acknowledge when they submit to killing their children from their womb. So, to all mothers and would be mothers, hear the message of the Lord:

It is such a loss for you to abort your children because they are actually your greatest treasures. Whatever challenges child-bearing and raising has cannot compare to the joy of holding one tiny precious angel in your hand, feeding him/her from your breast; watching him/her grow; listening to him/her mumble his/her first word. The love that children give to us mothers is pure and perfect if we just treasure them and love them with all our heart. Children love their mothers unconditionally like no other. Again, they are our most valuable treasures on earth. The psalmist aptly says:

“Behold, children are a heritage from the Lord. The fruit of the womb is a reward. Like arrows in the hand of a warrior, so are the children of one’s youth (Psalm 127:3-4, NIV).”

I nicknamed my daughter Angel because when I saw her she looked to me like an angel. She fought for her life when she was in my womb and survived. At 10 months I almost lost her to dengue but the Lord was with her. She survived again and now she’s 7 years old, very sweet and very talented; above all, she knows that the Lord Yeshua loves her and she loves Him too. Young as she is, the Lord also gives her prophetic dreams.

Mothers and would-be mothers, please consider what your children can be if you let them live and grow. Consider what you lose when you have them aborted. You lose not only your treasures, but you also lose your worth as a woman. Worst, you lose your soul to the devil if you give in to his lie. If you had given in and aborted your baby, there is still hope if you repent and surrender your life to the Lord Yeshua HaMashiach (Jesus Christ). Know that every child is a treasure and a gift from the Lord. We were all once babies of our mothers. The Father knows each one of us even before we were formed. David put the words well in Psalm 139. Verses 13-16 are quoted from the Complete Jewish Bible:

Psalm 139:13-16

For you fashioned my inmost being;

you knit me together in my mother’s womb.

I thank you because I am awesomely made,

wonderfully; your works are wonders–

I know this very well.

My bones were not hidden from you

when I was being made in secret,

intricately woven in the depths of the earth.

Your eyes could see me as an embryo,

but in your book all my days were already written;

my days had been shaped

before any of them existed.

Love in Yeshua,



America’s Petals are Falling; Her Beauty is Fading as She is Drenched with the Blood of Abortion

Psalms 9: 13 (12)

For the avenger of blood remembers them, He does not ignore the cry of the afflicted (CJB).

As I have written in my earlier post, the Lord revealed that America’s gravest and greatest sin is abortion. Since the vision and the revelation on May 30, my perception of the subject has been radically changed. Every time I intercede for America, the horrible scenes of abortion keep playing in my mind and the Lord constantly remind me of His disgust over the crime of the nation. What America and the world call ABORTION is to the Lord ‘MURDER.’ America is doing mass murder, genocide of her own children whom God created in His image. The Father is outraged of this evil against the little ones whom the Lord Yeshua said that to such belong the Kingdom of God.

Mark 10:13-14

People were bringing children to Him so that He might touch them, but the talmidim (disciples) rebuked those people. However, when Yeshua saw it, He became indignant and said to them, “Let the children come to Me, don’t stop them, for the Kingdom of God belongs to such as these.”

The Lord reiterated His message on abortion in the early morning of June 9, when He woke me up with this message: “The petals of America are falling.” I saw likewise a vision of  Hal Lindsey.” I know who Hal Lindsey is for I used to watch his show before. But I wondered what was his connection with the message? Before going out of bed to check on Hal Lindsey’s site, I prayed what He meant of the message. In the course of my intercession, the Lord said that, “Just as the petals of a flower are falling when its dying, America’s petals are falling as she is likewise dying. Further He said, “Her beauty is fading because she is drenched with the blood of abortion.”

After praying awhile, I went to check on Hal Lindsey’s website. As the Spirit led, I clicked on the United States category, and what popped up as the top story that moment caught my attention:

” House passes DHS bill with antiabortion rider.

The Holy Spirit gave me a nudge that what I found is indeed the message- Abortion. The story is a news feed from Fox News, and here’s the excerpt:

WASHINGTON –  A Homeland Security spending bill approved by the GOP-led House on Thursday includes a provision to bar Immigration and Customs Enforcement from providing abortions for illegal immigrant detainees.

The measure, proposed by Rep. Robert Aderholt, R-Ala., would block ICE from using agency funding to provide abortion services for detainees except in the case of rape, incest or if there life of the mother would be endangered.

The provision was attached to a $46 billion Homeland Security spending bill approved on a party-line 234-182 vote. It has little chance of surviving in the Democratic-controlled Senate. (Emphasis added).

Read more: http://www.foxnews.com/us/2012/06/07/house-passes-dhs-bill-with-anti-abortion-rider/#ixzz1xIpieF7s

When I took a break from writing this article a little while later, I was searching for a particular email I sent to a friend months ago, but what I opened accidentally, or by His will, is the one with a link to this story on January 9, 2012 from ‘The Christian Post,’ of “a pregnant 14-year old girl in Texas who won a temporary restraining order against her parents who were attempting to force her into undergoing an abortion.” The story is found here:


My heart was pounding with the very obvious double confirmation on the message of the Lord- that abortion is ever before Him; that He is constantly watching every scene and His indignation is ever mounting. If the Lord did not ignore Abel’s blood crying out to Him for justice (Gen.4: 10), what more the silent voices of the 60 million innocents killed since 1973 when the US Supreme Court handed its landmark decision on Roe v. Wade? Abortion has been a hot issue in America until today, especially when election is just around the corner. However, despite the many discussions and legislation, nothing has come close to totally banning the act and criminalizing its practice. The killing, thus, continues freely.

As I continued with my intercession that morning of June 9, the Lord gave me His word below:

Matthew 3:12

His winnowing fork is in His hand, and He will clear His threshing floor, gathering His wheat  into the barn and burning up the chaff with unquenchable fire (CJB).

Then the Holy Spirit spoke to my heart. “I will visit the Church and shake her with violent shaking to separate those are truly Mine from those who are not. I will wake up the believers before pouring out My wrath upon the land. I will cause my children to arise and speak up boldly against all the wickedness in the land; I will pour out my grace through men and women who hear Me, to call forth people to repentance while there is time. Those who will hear and repent will be saved but those who harden their hearts will certainly perish!”

There is very little time left for Beautiful America. Soon all her beauty will be stripped off because of her many sins. The collective sins of the nation weigh heavily upon her. God is calling for people to straighten up by giving their hearts to Him in repentance. Be not partakers of America’s sins and her consequent judgment. Get rid, dear Americans and all people in the land, the sting of sin and death by coming to the Lord Yeshua the Messiah (Jesus Christ). Know that the blood of those killed in abortion is overflowing in abundance and is crying out to God for justice.  Soon the Lord will require the nation to account for all the blood freely shed on the land as the Lord declared:

“I will certainly demand an accounting for the blood of your lives; I will demand it from every animal and from every human being. I will demand from every human being an accounting for the life of his fellow human being. Whoever sheds human blood, by a human being will his own blood be shed; for God made human beings in His image (Gen. 9:5-6).

The word of the Lord is clear. For every child aborted, America will make an account for his/her blood before the Sovereign God.  And just as Cain was cursed from the ground as it opened its mouth to receive the blood of Abel, America is cursed from the ground as it has drunk the blood of the innocent children aborted mercilessly by the thousands everyday. Repent Americans while you can. Repent in sackcloth and ashes! Wail for your children whom you killed. Repent of your guilt before God’s wrath falls upon you in full force. Listen to the prophecies and to the voice of the prophets who continually warn you of God’s impending judgment because of your sins. God is merciful and just. In His mercy He will forgive and save, but in His righteousness He will execute justice and avenge the blood of the oppressed.

Love in Yeshua,


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America’s Greatest Sin: ABORTION

Update January 23, 2014

The Lord prompted me to put this article back on top as America’s Roe vs. Wade made it for another year. The murder (yes, I say murder for that is what abortion really is) of the innocent continues; their blood continues to drip with no end in sight as the President lauds the heinous act without remorse.

AP Obama College Sexual Assaults

USA Today: Obama Praises Roe vs. Wade

“We reaffirm our steadfast commitment to protecting a woman’s access to safe, affordable health care and her constitutional right to privacy, including the right to reproductive freedom,” Obama said in a statement.


Proverbs 14:34

Righteousness makes a nation great; but sin degrades any people (CJB).

Update: April 19, 2013

The Lord brought me back to this article in view of the controversial Dr. Kermit Gosnell of Philadelphia, PA who is charged with murder for killing babies that survived abortion and for causing the death of one woman during the procedure.

A week before I heard of this gruesome story, the Lord again gave me a vision and a message on abortion. It was like I was watching a scene in a movie. The scene was inside an ambulance. Someone was being rushed to a hospital while medical staffs were attending to the patient. As I watched I heard this: “How can one be safe in the hands of abortionist doctors?”

That vision brought me back to the day I was in the hospital to deliver my premature daughter 8 years ago and felt so grateful that Filipino doctors are not abortionists and so my daughter and I were safe.

America will be judged for God will avenge every drop of innocent blood shed in abortion. Please read on…


Early tonight I was thinking if I should publish this article because the message and the words I have written seem harsh and radical. But I believed that if I changed them I won’t be giving justice to what the Lord had shown me in the spirit. Uncertain, I decided to put this thing off again for another day; but God knew what to do. As I was resting in my favorite hammock praying and worshiping, alas I saw again an aborted fetus! The baby looked exactly like this image from “baby center” here: http://www.babycenter.com/fetal-development-images-gallery

I gasped as the vivid image flashed. I could not say anything but “Oh my God!” repeatedly…  Then another image showed up- a hand was caressing a fetus/baby which looked exactly like this one (image taken from the same link above):

God’s message to me is clear: “Speak up! Tell them what I have shown you! Tell them what I told you!”

So here, I am speaking to you. Read what the Lord is saying as I have written below; for writing this article has been difficult because I keep seeing the visions in my mind of the horrible scenes that are taking place in America’s abortion clinics and hospitals.

Hear the message of the Lord:

“Cursed is the land of America for it has drunk the blood of innocent precious souls whose silent screams have pierced the Father’s heart!”

Although I had no doubt that abortion is such an evil thing, I have never been so deeply touched by its gruesome reality until last Wednesday, May 30, when I was before the Lord interceding for America. I was literally shocked at the vision that the Lord so strongly impressed in my heart and mind how abortion looks like, particularly in America. When the thought struck me, it felt like my heart was knocked off that I gasped for breath and my eyes instantly welled up with tears as I quietly wept in anguish before the Lord. The Holy Spirit came very strongly as He took my heart deep into His that I could feel His pain and see what He’s been seeing everyday in the Land of the Free. Even as I am writing this I feel pangs in my heart so real and acute; the burden lingers and I know that unless the Lord will Himself remove this, I will not be at rest.

My being less concerned about abortion before the vision is due to the fact that I am a Filipino, and, in the Philippines, abortion has always been prohibited (although some actually conduct illegal abortion such as I saw the other night on GMA 7’s “Imbestigador.)”  Wikipedia has this to say about the legal status of abortion in the Philippines: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abortion_in_the_Philippines

“Article II of the 1987 Philippine Constitution says, in part, “Section 12. The State recognizes the sanctity of family life and shall protect and strengthen the family as a basic autonomous social institution. It shall equally protect the life of the mother and the life of the unborn from conception.

The act is criminalized by the Revised Penal Code of the Philippines, which was enacted in 1930 and remains in effect today. Articles 256, 258 and 259 of the Code mandate imprisonment for the woman who undergoes the abortion, as well as for any person who assists in the procedure, even if they be the woman’s parents, a physician or midwife. Article 258 further imposes a higher prison term on the woman or her parents if the abortion is undertaken “in order to conceal [the woman’s] dishonor”.

In contrast, abortion in America is legal; quoting Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abortion_in_the_United_States

“Abortion in the United States has been legal in every state since the 1973 Supreme Court decision Roe v. Wade.

I will not go further into discussing the legal intricacies of abortion in America because that is not the purpose of this article. What I am doing is simply obey the Lord’s command to convey what is in His heart about this issue. Thus, I am praying that by His grace, those who read this will likewise see what I have seen in the spirit and will join me and many others whom the Lord has touched, to intercede and pray against this wickedness. The law may not be reversed but our prayers can certainly reverse a mother’s heart from wanting to abort her child; and/or protect herself and her child from those who think and insist that she should abort the life in her womb. This brings to remembrance the vision I had a few months ago during my prayer, of a young woman who looked so fearful as she was led to the second floor where the abortion was to be conducted. I had no idea who she was nor where it was taking place if it was taking place at that moment; but hastily I prayed and interceded for her. Whatever the outcome was, only the Lord knew. But even after this call to intercede for the woman, the evil of abortion didn’t sink in until I saw the horrid images I describe below.

In the morning of May 30, I prayed as I normally do before getting out of bed. Since for days the Lord placed America on top of my prayer assignments, so I did pray for the nation. In the middle of my praying the Lord hit me with the thought that the thing that tears His heart constantly is the killing of babies taking place in the abortion clinics and hospitals of America. Simultaneously I saw blood flowing from the innocent victims; fetuses and babies torn piece by piece, forcibly and mercilessly sucked out of the mothers’ wombs and discarded of as nothing but trash. I saw blooded hands of the heartless abortionists; women in fear and agony. I saw men and women in authority who do nothing but tolerate if not promote this horrendous act and whose consciences are debased. Worst, the Lord showed me the hypocrisy of the nation- that while Americans love and protect their animals and pets; they have the nerve to kill their children from the womb with impunity. Yes, they have laws protecting their pets but they also created the law to have their children slaughtered in the guise of ‘planned parenthood and personal liberty.’ My heart was cut deeply as the vision remained; and the Lord filled me with thoughts upon thoughts that made me cry even more.

Abortion is America’s gravest sin as the Lord revealed. In the following days as I continued to intercede, the Lord showed me further that what once dripped in trickles have today become rivers of blood, overflowing and flooding America as millions and millions of babies have been slaughtered to this day.  Killing and curtailing life has become part of America’s daily routine; and the killing spree will continue as the apathetic leaders and citizens become more and more morally depraved unless they repent! Curse is all over the land as its soil has been drinking the blood of the precious ones who fall victims in the hands of ruthless men and women in the name of personal freedom.

Yesterday in my intercession for America, again I cried out to God for mercy. I was caught off guard by His quick answer. Yes, He will certainly show mercy for He is a merciful God; that’s why He will put an end to all the wickedness in the land, and will do it soon. He is a merciful God that He cannot tolerate any longer the wickedness perpetrated on the innocent whose blood has been crying out to Him for justice. I literally wept as I kept hearing, It’s coming soon; it’s coming soon! Something’s going to happen and it will happen soon!”

America is drunk and ready to fall because of her many sins. As I sought for His Word, this is where He led me:

Jeremiah 50:31 (CJB)

“I am against you, arrogant nation,”

says Adonai Elohei-Tzva’ot.

“For your day has come, the time for you to be punished.

The arrogant nation will stumble and fall, and no one will lift him up again.

I will set his cities on fire, and it will devour everything around him.”

Again, please hear the message of the Lord. Abortion is grave sin but it is not unforgivable. He is calling for repentance before He will pour out His wrath upon the land. May you take His hand and be safe as you give your heart in repentance unto the Lord and Savior Yeshua (Jesus the Messiah).

Love and Blessings,



When I searched for sample images of aborted babies, I found the following from this site:

Abortion – America’s # 1 Killer


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